Creating stupid stuffs in my mind again, this time is to remember myself that i still am with people i called "friends" i'm not so sure myself too, but i know that they have been with me long enough for i trust them, i'm putting in a shape in my mind too, its Noctis
Noctis, i've just admired him so much i feel like he's somehow what i call a "man" but he is still a fantasy, everyone would like to be him, who doesn't, i've made my choice that if keat tatt, danny or jun hoeng doesn't wants to go tomorrow, then i'll go gym myself, i just need some space too
today i went to school and was like "HAH PEOPLE AT LAST! I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE" and i meet jin aun there too, he's finally wanted to work, and working at a place where i introduced to him, its a good place for him since he teached me almost everything i should know to pass the exam, he should be a really good teacher, maybe a professor 1 day, i would not be suprise if he is a professional in stuffs 1 day, but i'd be if he became god
I still have doubts about my own friends, and somehow i take back trust and kinda time to frictor because i'm sensing theres something inbetween me and my friends, jun hoeng was telling me that they told him about things for plans and not to me when i'm also registered with them
btw, i'm so damn fustrated when it comes to friends, are they somehow chicken or something not to confront me face to face? -.- i'll just play along with the alongside until you tell me the truth, now that i've think of it, maybe i should go back to school more often and get new friends, sometimes people made wrong decisions and i think i just did .
Noctis, i've just admired him so much i feel like he's somehow what i call a "man" but he is still a fantasy, everyone would like to be him, who doesn't, i've made my choice that if keat tatt, danny or jun hoeng doesn't wants to go tomorrow, then i'll go gym myself, i just need some space too
today i went to school and was like "HAH PEOPLE AT LAST! I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE" and i meet jin aun there too, he's finally wanted to work, and working at a place where i introduced to him, its a good place for him since he teached me almost everything i should know to pass the exam, he should be a really good teacher, maybe a professor 1 day, i would not be suprise if he is a professional in stuffs 1 day, but i'd be if he became god
I still have doubts about my own friends, and somehow i take back trust and kinda time to frictor because i'm sensing theres something inbetween me and my friends, jun hoeng was telling me that they told him about things for plans and not to me when i'm also registered with them
btw, i'm so damn fustrated when it comes to friends, are they somehow chicken or something not to confront me face to face? -.- i'll just play along with the alongside until you tell me the truth, now that i've think of it, maybe i should go back to school more often and get new friends, sometimes people made wrong decisions and i think i just did .
