Sunny day.

Hehe, tomorrow i'm leaving kampar for 3 days 2 nights, i need the time to think and get back to my family, my old life, my real memories, time to time, i'd have to forget the place and live on the new, but i'm lucky it doesn't need to be now, i'm praying i don't need to, but eventually everything comes to an end, and i'd love to spend every minute with my family, my friends, my home.

i'm so lazy nowadays, time to study and i didn't do it with full heart, i'm feeling every second of the laziness, its because i stop excercising, its getting me lazy and fat again, i don't want it. i want to change, but i never keep to my word again, i need someone to motivate me, to give me back the spirit, to help me when i'm down.

i'm now holding chemistry lecture paper on my lap now, not reading it, instead i blog about it and get upset. sigh, i'm going to read it now, goodluck to me =)

Homework and Work at home .

i've recently found some friends, they call me "banana" because i don't know how to speak mandrin as a chinese, so i don't mind anyway xD

first day of the class, i went to the wrong class and get screwed up all over and over, met some nice friends, her name is Yi Xian, Mun Yee (lao yi), Sheryl ( from sabah), and a few more girls, i don't remember some of the names.

i'm missing her badly here, so is my parents, and my friends in penang. seems like i've met a kindergarden friend in UTAR, an ex-hk student also some penangite. not really going to explain since the first day i've started class, i'm too tired and i've got class tomorrow, the homeworks are killing me, the work at home isn't much, and i'm putting on serious weight ~sigh~ i haven't been jogging since awhile and i've always told myself manytimes to go jogging just for a day, but it never happened. i'm so screwed, fat + ugly.... again~~~ sigh!

will update from time to time, when will you be mine, my love?