Time .

It took me 8 days just to recover from the pain, although i know everyone says "you did well what~!" those words hides more hurtful contents behind~ so i avoid people for awhile, i'm feeling better now but its still scarred

so, the past few days, i played piano, skip piano lessons, skip meeting outside people, not go for a haircut, think about my future, researching more about the colleges around, thinking about my courses, and i did perfectly fine! my cousin helped me abit with the college stuff, and i felt better!

so from today onwards, i'm blogging again, and more crapps XD btw i'm back with my friends KT,Jun Hoeng, Danny and the rest, but i'm still feeling very awkward around them, its probably the sickness is still there too, i've changed my attitude myself, the change which is needed because of the effect of my results in O Levels/SPM .

Extra Ride

Total Shocking, i was hit both sides unexpectedly, when i reached home it felt as if i've not been touching the ground for a month

lets start from the beginning, 10.30am jun hoeng insisted that he would drive us there, fine~ went into his car and oh my god, he's driving so fast and so fearingly, i'd guess all those people who own a ferrari or a mercedes, would scare the shit off when they go the sam road as him, because firstly, we went gym and the unlucky smart car was parked beside his spot, when we finished gym, he almost scratched the smart car!

3rd time going to jin aun's car, and we still can't find his house, so deep up the hill, jun hoeng almost bang a mercedes when he was reversing, almost kill some people walking around the road, when at last found jin aun, we went to my house and took a bath! the sky started changing colours, so i was like oh shit, let me drive better, at the end, jun hoeng was driving again ha!

the rain was heavy and jun hoeng's car speed was 100km/h and more~ WTF we almost bang the wall of the parking inside the queensbay mall, holy sai, first time i've been into so many accidents at once, then we went to watch watchmen :P only those who love action and evil plots would love this show, because the heroes dies, the rest of the heroes surrenders to the villian and supports the villian, not for those who are searching for moral values

finished the movie and guess what? time to go home ... JUN HOENG DRIVE AHHHH! i think we killed an old lady back, he was so close to the cars, i think thier side mirrors would get knocked down any moment~

reached home safely and went out to dinner with my uncle and grand parents, they just came back from taiping from taiping zoo :P

nightime we had the fun chat again, was quite fun, exactly why its called fun chat, ha! k i have to get ready for piano class soon, yesterday was enjoyable. goodbye

2 days till spm results, i'll try not to keep up with the exciting feeling, it kills!

Admiration

i was looking at quite some cosplays on lowyat.forum.net and it was funny :D looks like all msians are just pervy, no can't help no nothing, so i was just flipping through pages of the anime and admire those that really does look alike with the anime, in anime world, they just seem so perfect :P in the real world, i guess its just 1/1000 of the people looking like them

in the afternoon i jogged with sherren again, today i felt my leg getting sore on the 6th round and so i stopped jogging, we're so tired, after a few times of jogging for long term, i'm going to do full jogs without stopping for 5 rounds, just to try, the more i push myself, the more i'd make more effort, why not? quoted : no pain, no gain

tonight theres season 3 part 2 of Heroes, its going to be awsome, because this time, they are running from the government instead of themselves, looks like this is why spiderman need his mask, people extraordinary can't do mistakes or they'll be looked down and be hunted by the people around them, lucky for spiderman, only mary jane knows his true identity!

7 days to SPM result, and on counting~ can't wait!

Time

today i was being doubtful, i have doubts everywhere i go, everything i think, everything i see, everything~

in the morning i went jogging and the sky looks very dark, it must have just rained, or have been raining, but the humidity was awsome, it feels so fresh right after i jog, so i took a cold bath and set on my cloths, make some calls and off i go asap as jin aun reached my house, i somehow got this plan that we should car pool and not use too many cars to go, so i drove sherren,jin aun, and myself to school, as soon as we reached school, doubting again, should i go inside school? should i stay outside? what if this was another of that incident? went in and yeahs, its another of that incident, i don't want to talk about it anymore, they don't see me for who i am anymore too, so i don't bother, its time to move on

went into the teachers office and talked to the dicipline teachers, they're are very friendly now, how i wish i had them when i had school, as quoted "you don't appreciate them, not until they are gone from you and everything" exactly, but then theres no helping even if i appreciate anyone right now, like another quote, "whats passed is pass, whats lost is lost, whats yours is yours" ;)

after school, i drove sherren and jin aun back to sherren's house and let him pass his forcast result to his father so that his father can drop off the results to his college "The One Academy", looks like i'm sure sherren is going to have a bright future, so was thinking the whole future of mine while i drive, the doubt was outragous, some thoughts were very annoying, some fustrating, some given-uped, its weird, my future has nothing fun, not unless i have someone to spend it with

so i drove the guys to Mcdonald and get lunch, then went to pick up li-ji at school again, he was a lolleroflinger, GUESS WHAT PICK HIM UP > GO QUEENSBAY > MCDONALD AGAIN > GO HOME ! how rofl-ing ggwtfbbqsaucewasabiinchilifriesdippedwithcheesetunanuggetsauceoffishyoil

got my chatbox ready at last! hope everyone uses it well, goodluck to those SPM-er 2008 hope you all get good results!

Tones

today piano class was so awful, i feel like i've been left really far away, the night class was great except for me, they played really well, except me ha! i need more training~ :X

driving seems ok today, feels like i'm getting comfortable and ready to drive around, the feeling is so addictive! its like when you park back at your house, it feels like coming out again, so i drove to jogging with sherren, sherren ran 6 rounds and i did 7, very tiring but sherren is really warming up, once he get the rythm he'd be running 50 rounds already haha! Keep up the good work Sherren Lee

helped my mom with cooking and pastry, looks good except we forgotten the horse oil O__O

at the end gave them to my uncle and he ate all LOL he didn't notice it XD! shhhh~

The Ride

first thing i woke up right on time again, 9am sharp, my brain was simply putting up stupid thoughts that more sleep was necessary! but then was so excited to go sherren's house today to have fun with him! took some photoshots at his house after styling my hair, my hair sucks shit! lucky the weather was nice

here are some photo shoots by Sher Ren Lee at his backyard


after the photo shoots we went to ride to gurney plaza, the new wing is beautiful but we can't find the Mcdonald ): so we ate at A&W and now i can still feel the Chicken Sandwich RM7.00 in my stomach!! Sherren then lead the road, asking me to drive him to his new school which will be opened in june or so, the college is "The One Academy" :D long drive, we can't find the place, so we hit back home!

As we hit back home, we saw an old friend in sherren's class LOL he's driving too! XD too bad didn't race because its a non-cuttable lane! we planned to go jogging but its raining! A&W fattens us :D fat fat fat! really enjoyed my photoshoot today, first time XD!