It took me 8 days just to recover from the pain, although i know everyone says "you did well what~!" those words hides more hurtful contents behind~ so i avoid people for awhile, i'm feeling better now but its still scarred
so, the past few days, i played piano, skip piano lessons, skip meeting outside people, not go for a haircut, think about my future, researching more about the colleges around, thinking about my courses, and i did perfectly fine! my cousin helped me abit with the college stuff, and i felt better!
so from today onwards, i'm blogging again, and more crapps XD btw i'm back with my friends KT,Jun Hoeng, Danny and the rest, but i'm still feeling very awkward around them, its probably the sickness is still there too, i've changed my attitude myself, the change which is needed because of the effect of my results in O Levels/SPM .
so, the past few days, i played piano, skip piano lessons, skip meeting outside people, not go for a haircut, think about my future, researching more about the colleges around, thinking about my courses, and i did perfectly fine! my cousin helped me abit with the college stuff, and i felt better!
so from today onwards, i'm blogging again, and more crapps XD btw i'm back with my friends KT,Jun Hoeng, Danny and the rest, but i'm still feeling very awkward around them, its probably the sickness is still there too, i've changed my attitude myself, the change which is needed because of the effect of my results in O Levels/SPM .
