Hehe, tomorrow i'm leaving kampar for 3 days 2 nights, i need the time to think and get back to my family, my old life, my real memories, time to time, i'd have to forget the place and live on the new, but i'm lucky it doesn't need to be now, i'm praying i don't need to, but eventually everything comes to an end, and i'd love to spend every minute with my family, my friends, my home.
i'm so lazy nowadays, time to study and i didn't do it with full heart, i'm feeling every second of the laziness, its because i stop excercising, its getting me lazy and fat again, i don't want it. i want to change, but i never keep to my word again, i need someone to motivate me, to give me back the spirit, to help me when i'm down.
i'm now holding chemistry lecture paper on my lap now, not reading it, instead i blog about it and get upset. sigh, i'm going to read it now, goodluck to me =)
i'm so lazy nowadays, time to study and i didn't do it with full heart, i'm feeling every second of the laziness, its because i stop excercising, its getting me lazy and fat again, i don't want it. i want to change, but i never keep to my word again, i need someone to motivate me, to give me back the spirit, to help me when i'm down.
i'm now holding chemistry lecture paper on my lap now, not reading it, instead i blog about it and get upset. sigh, i'm going to read it now, goodluck to me =)
